Tuesday
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 5:09 PM
God must've drunk too much green tea because I didn't get home with a single inch of me dry today! And the best part is, the rain and wind that nearly buffeted me off my feet stopped the second I stepped into the house. Go me!
I've got a rant up my sleeve but i'm really contemplating about posting it. I've never really been direct, and sometimes being direct just makes things worse. But it may be worth it.\
I can't really understand a thing in A maths. It's not that i'm a lousy student, but I am awfully careless and it's made worse when Mr Keong goes like a bullet train. I hope I get used to it soon.
I'd usually say Chinese lessons are one of the most entertaining, and they were. Until today. I mean, sure, Zhu laoshi is pretty funny, but the class is just so deaaaad and booooored. I'm always influenced by the moods around me, especially so during lessons. It's awkward if you talk and no one else talks. Or if you tell a joke and everyone just stares at you. No one appreciates that you're trying to make an effort to make the lesson less deaaaad and booooored. Very nice. Ah, there goes the rain again...
The only real source of silliness, stupidity and mindless amusement was the noisy chickadoodledeedoo I brought to class today. Which I, being the genius I always am, brought down for assembly and hid under my skirt. I shoulda listened to Zhu laoshi! D=
I'm starting to think some people decide to function as robots. Always PC, as Ms Chia says - Politically correct. Always wanting to put on a fake facade. You're never 'you'. And somewhere along the line, you probably forget who 'you' are. You lose all substance.
So you say that's the way I am - always trying to joke in class, acting like a smart aleck and all so full of myself. I do not recall on any occassion I have been arrogant, but I do act arrogant for the laughs. (YOU LITTLE WITCH, HOWDJA KNOW?!) What's more, it's not that I MAKE jokes. They come to me. Like that. Naturally. Classroom jokes don't work if you need to think them up. I also, apparently, have good general knowledge. It's worth noting I never ever read the papers, but I just... read stuff. And know stuff. Y'know. Like. Yeah.
There are probably people like me in the world, just that I am *ahem* more vocal. I hate being quiet, unless everyone else is being quiet, then I hate talking. It's just horrible. Why isn't there any way to display your opinions and gaining respect without attracting attention to yourself? I absolutely despise public speaking, although you may find that shocking, because I do like to be outspoken about by views around PEERS and PEOPLE I KNOW. Strangers are my enemy, really. Unless they're crazy, noisy, silly, smartypants people. If that's you, I'll love you. And if you don't, I still will. Unless you're a) stupid, b) superficial, c) arrogant, d) pessimistic, and\or e) not hardworking when required. And hey, don't be surprised, there are people who can fill all of the criteria perfectly.
But I don't wish to rant today. All I want to do is digest A math, revise Geography and have a nice, hot drink =(
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 5:09 PM
God must've drunk too much green tea because I didn't get home with a single inch of me dry today! And the best part is, the rain and wind that nearly buffeted me off my feet stopped the second I stepped into the house. Go me!
I've got a rant up my sleeve but i'm really contemplating about posting it. I've never really been direct, and sometimes being direct just makes things worse. But it may be worth it.\
I can't really understand a thing in A maths. It's not that i'm a lousy student, but I am awfully careless and it's made worse when Mr Keong goes like a bullet train. I hope I get used to it soon.
I'd usually say Chinese lessons are one of the most entertaining, and they were. Until today. I mean, sure, Zhu laoshi is pretty funny, but the class is just so deaaaad and booooored. I'm always influenced by the moods around me, especially so during lessons. It's awkward if you talk and no one else talks. Or if you tell a joke and everyone just stares at you. No one appreciates that you're trying to make an effort to make the lesson less deaaaad and booooored. Very nice. Ah, there goes the rain again...
The only real source of silliness, stupidity and mindless amusement was the noisy chickadoodledeedoo I brought to class today. Which I, being the genius I always am, brought down for assembly and hid under my skirt. I shoulda listened to Zhu laoshi! D=
I'm starting to think some people decide to function as robots. Always PC, as Ms Chia says - Politically correct. Always wanting to put on a fake facade. You're never 'you'. And somewhere along the line, you probably forget who 'you' are. You lose all substance.
So you say that's the way I am - always trying to joke in class, acting like a smart aleck and all so full of myself. I do not recall on any occassion I have been arrogant, but I do act arrogant for the laughs. (YOU LITTLE WITCH, HOWDJA KNOW?!) What's more, it's not that I MAKE jokes. They come to me. Like that. Naturally. Classroom jokes don't work if you need to think them up. I also, apparently, have good general knowledge. It's worth noting I never ever read the papers, but I just... read stuff. And know stuff. Y'know. Like. Yeah.
There are probably people like me in the world, just that I am *ahem* more vocal. I hate being quiet, unless everyone else is being quiet, then I hate talking. It's just horrible. Why isn't there any way to display your opinions and gaining respect without attracting attention to yourself? I absolutely despise public speaking, although you may find that shocking, because I do like to be outspoken about by views around PEERS and PEOPLE I KNOW. Strangers are my enemy, really. Unless they're crazy, noisy, silly, smartypants people. If that's you, I'll love you. And if you don't, I still will. Unless you're a) stupid, b) superficial, c) arrogant, d) pessimistic, and\or e) not hardworking when required. And hey, don't be surprised, there are people who can fill all of the criteria perfectly.
But I don't wish to rant today. All I want to do is digest A math, revise Geography and have a nice, hot drink =(